Henri Matisse, “Woman in a Purple Coat”
On wall, photo by Michael Bournas-Ney
Window Shopping
Some pass by windows with a monk’s restraint:
quickly see, just barely see, and do not even dream of
touch. Others prowl there with the famished eye
of the voluptuary. More! Matter without
limit . . . for them, window shopping is
a battle between Want and Have. Station
after station of the stubborn, separating glass.
But not for me. I also pass, and yes, look in,
love to look in . . . bolts of blue silk furled round
unsmelled perfume of the mannequins,
charms of beads, canary-yellow beads
streaming over singing clavicles. I pass,
through noon and afternoon and dusk
and do not tire of this dream-parade, this store
of pictures gathered in the soul’s vitrine,
as I retire into a sated quiet and delight
near-night
on this side of the glass, I put on my new hat,
the image-dripping hat of an imagined spring.
Published in Plume
Fake Lemon Tree on a November Day in a Boat Depot in Chelsea
O lemon tree, how you emerge, distinct from everything
around you. I’ve passed you often at the pier, each time
arrested by your solitary presence. A sink, bare table,
and two empty chairs sit quietly behind the glass front
of the office where you’re planted, as if you were
chief officer of some mysterious and
lonely enterprise.
Your leaves, your certain yellow, hold center stage
on this November day with its hours running toward
losses. You’re cheap, a fake, but still – you’re constant.
With you I never have to worry – will too much rain curl
up the edges of your leaves, will you come back after
the unexpected frost? You’re true-blue, or at least
a perpetually plastic-yellow.
Your warmer sisters elsewhere, lemon trees in Yuma County
and Tulare, lemoniés in Crete and Poros, limoneros in Valencia
and Oaxaca, trees that glow and ripen, their fruit picked lovingly
and placed on tables – a longer, shorter, and more complicated
tale is what they tell. Celebration of the juice. Tenderness
for what is left behind. A song of what is difficult:
the fragrant and the bitter rind.
Published in Plume
Ullage
Not-milk, not-water and not-wine
but that by which we know these things
ullage: the space in the bottle that’s empty.
Basho sang it with his one skylark, free,
winging his way from here to there
with seventeen tiny beats,
and silence all around him.
Hakuin bathed in it with his Tea Bowl,
ink on paper on a hanging scroll
a tiny base, half circle, and on top
an oval to catch the invisible brew
Taste the warm tea: “ah”
it’s steeped in emptiness.
We know it too
(not a mirage;
just travel down the glass
and see ullage
change into presence) :
After the parting,
these come into relief:
the street
the bed
that uninhabited first spring.
Published in Plume Poetry 7, anthology
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